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Encore une de ces nuits à ne pas pouvoir dormir
Et l’heure est venue pour moi de dire ce que je ressens
Quelque chose me dit qu’il est temps de se ressaisir
Devant cet avenir qui me semblait si menaçant

Ce qui doit nous arriver
Va forcément nous arriver
Maintenant tout a changé
On ne peut plus reculer

C’est terminé
Tout est bien fini
Rien a espérer
L’eau a coulé sous les ponts
Et je ne pense pas que l’on puisse recommencer
C’est terminé

Sache que je t’ai aimé, comme jamais je n’ai aimé avant
Je n’ai pas réfléchi, le risque était trop grand
Il faut chercher en toi la personne que tu es
Il ne faut pas avoir peur, juste confiance en toi

Mais ce qui nous est arrivé
Devait bien nous arriver
Maintenant tout a changé
On ne peut plus reculer

C’est terminé
Tout est bien fini
Rien a espérer
L’eau a coulé sous les ponts
Et je ne pense pas que l’on puisse recommencer
C’est terminé

Woke up again today before I got to sleep,
And the time has come for me, to say whats on my mind.
Something is telling me, I wandered in too deep, and the roses came to late to save the vine.

Whatever happens to us, is gonna happen to us.
Baby the feelings gone, we can’t go on.

Can’t stay tonight.
We’re in trouble deep.
Can’t stay no more.
Grass has grown around my feet.
And I don’t think, I can love you anymore.
Can’t stay tonight…

You were the world to me, the sun that warmed the sky.
But where the roses grow, they cannot stay, and die.
Look to your heart, and see the truth you can’t deny.
There’s nothing left to say, no need to cry.

Whatever happened to us, was gonna happen to us.
Baby the feelings gone, we can’t go on.

Can’t stay tonight. And I don’t think I can love you anymore.

Hi y’all !

You know what it’s like, sometimes in life, you go through very rough times, and that time, you feel like you can’t make the right choice or even worse, you feel like you can - and you end up making some mistakes. That’s what I did over the last few months. I felt like whatever I would do, it couldn’t be worse and I was wrong. I made some mistakes, almost lost people I really care about, I was whining all the time, living life day by day and feeling so down I didn’t even want to get out of bed in the morning. Looking back, I realize how silly it was. My best friend told me a while ago: “You can be happy if you want to”. I was wrong thinking it would come all of a sudden. Life is made that way, you go through hell and then all the clouds disappear and you feel like you’re ready for a new beginning. Taking it day by day helps - a lot - but there’s nothing like having some projects to work on, being surrounded by old, new friends, who you can tell everything to.

It’s official: I’m back to school. It’s always been an ambition of mine to go back but I didn’t think it would be so soon. First mistake I made was studying the law, really. But then, I wouldn’t have met these fantastic people I love more than they know. I wouldn’t have been there to see this fantastic woman, my best friend, being pregnant, and be a part of this wonderful thing. I wouldn’t have been able to go to school with my sister, something I always wanted to do. And many more.

And if I didn’t drop my studies, would have I met these new wonderful people I have in my life now ? You meet someone, this someone has a friend working in town, I end up working there and meet this person who’s one of my best friends now ? Although I’ve made some “mistakes” with one of these people, I’m glad they are still sticking with me and I’m so, so grateful I have them in my life right now. They’re all part of this new life, and if didn’t drop my studies a year ago, I wouldn’t have had the chance to write this down today.

My life is clearly just beginning. There’s so much I have to achieve, to do, I still need to grow, I still need to learn, I still need to cry, I still need to fall in love and suffer - but I’m looking at these things with a completely different view right now. For so many things, it seems much easier for me. And there’s a lot more to come. I’m tired of living my life the way people want me to. I wanna do something huge that I can be proud of. Even if I have to stumble on the way, I’ll be able to look back one day and say: “OK, maybe this wasn’t a good idea, but at least I’ve tried”. I decided I would try the day I wrote this letter on this particular day, feeling like I had nothing to lose but I had, in fact, something to lose. But I didn’t. And I’m so glad I did it. Sometimes in life, you have to take your chances.

I don’t know what’s in store for me. But I’m happy with who I’ve become. I keep thinking that I have a mission in life, make people happy, but I have to be happy as well, and I know, deep inside, that I’m made for something huge and great. I can’t wait to see what will happen. Waiting for that, I try to enjoy as much as I can, every single moment, every chance I can get to be with the people I love. And I hope I brought something in their lives, like they did bring something to mine.

Enjoy the sun everyone, if you have it, and have a fabulous weekend ahead.

xxx

May your heart be never alone when the dawn is breaking.
May your life be a rolling stone when the ground starts shaking.
And the world is waking.

All I can tell you is to know who you are.
And if they hurt you, they can never do you harm.
And if you want to, you can love th’em until the cold turns warm.

May your kiss always feel like the first kisses.
And may your truth help you heal.
May you catch big fishes and get all your wishes.
All I can tell you is to know who you are…

And if you want me, I will be there.
If you need me, I will be there.
If you want me, I will be there.
Can you hear me?

If you’re waiting, I will be there.
If your heart is aching, I will be there.
If you need me, I will be there.
Can you hear me?

And when you’re lonely, I will be there.
When you call me, I will be there.
If you need me, I will be there.

Believe me, I’m going nowhere.
May your heart be never alone.